Apetite Pills

a loving womb
After all the struggles with weight loss, pregnancy came along to kick my emotions down the hill. Usually i would eat and eat and eat until my stomach hurts. This time this pain feels very different from any other pain. I had a little soul in me that is no more there, a new baby that was about to come to this world and make me and moon parents.

Now that i lost that little fetus, i don’t feel like eating, actually i am having a different kind of eating disorder right now, not excess of calories or high sugar/fat type of food. I am struggling from not eating at all. I lost my appetite with the loss of the new soul. I can’t eat, i don’t feel like eating so for now i am on pill to regain my appetite ! weird ha!

I wouldn’t thought in million years to be 100KG with a 30 BMI and on appetite increasing pills !

Well thank god for everything, this phase is making my husband have something to joke about, how lousy my womb is.

SO now i walk two hours daily, and should eat very basic three meals including three bites of dessert and lots of fruits and vegetables. Until now i can rarely have two meals which one of them is rice /potato with yogurt and a meal of chicken soup with jello.

We named our little fetus.. we named him/her Salam (peace) .

5 Comments

  1. 7bibtee..kelshay allah katbah feeh 5eer inshala..ymkn hal baby wasnt healthy.this feeling of loss will go away wen u get pregnant again inshala.(i’ve bn there ๐Ÿ™‚

    AWWW i’m sorry that you’ve been there.. did you have another healthy one?
    The royal women i believe ๐Ÿ™‚ ..
    Thank you very much dear.
    Zeena

  2. it wasnt time
    god always has a plan
    inshallah u will get pregnant again and have a beautiful healthy baby

    hope u feel better :*

    Dear eshda3wa,
    That is for sure.. I feel good and funny ๐Ÿ™‚
    imagine an obese girl with appetite pills ! what can i say ๐Ÿ™‚
    Thanks dear.. hope we all live happy.
    Love,
    Zeena

  3. Why r u taking appetite pills? Isn’t it safer if u just force urself to eat for a while? Am sure after that u’ll probably get ur appetite back.

    Well i think it was because of my depression phase too..
    Thank you for your concern.
    Zeena

  4. Am so sorry for your loss inshalla alah y3awthich soon.

    Thank you dear ๐Ÿ™‚
    Zeena

  5. INSHALLA ALLH Y3AWTHICH. I DON’T understaand though why you are taking appetite pills ?? ur weight is not dangerously low and surley ur appetite willl come back !! You will not die if you skip a meal ! i am not promoting bulimia or anorexia i am chubby too and i never skip a meal bas if u are sick yom or yomain and u don’t eat ur body has extra fat storage and u can survive

    Thank you dear for your concern, i had to go under those pills because i wasn’t even able to drink water, i would get nauseous.
    Zeena


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